On July 3rd I took a positive pregnancy test. Well, I actually took several of them, cause I didn't believe it.
Ryan and I are scared and excited, but as of now I don't think it's real yet to either of us. I am thrilled, but still scared because of my diabetes. I've got good control, and know of so many people that have had healthy babies with this disease, so as long as I am diligent about it I think we'll have a perfectly healthy baby.
Ryan thinks it's a girl... I think it's a boy.
I have an endo appt on Thursday, i'm sure they are going to put me on an insulin pump... which i would rather not have, but it's not about me... if it's what's needed for my pregnancy, that's that.
I don't have an OB appt until July 27th... so until then I just get to sit here and hope that a little person is growing, without having any definite proof. (other than a little line on a stick, of course). I'll be glad when the appt gets here. and I'll be even happier when the first trimester is over. I've been reading too many stories about the "danger zone". It's going to be a long 2 months!!!
